Is it really worth it

Sorority Recruitment is something that should not be taken lightly.

I was interested in joining a sorority specifically two

Two that I thought were perfect matches for me

I went through the first day of recruitment nervous as can be

I did not know what to expect

In fact I was blown away by how much I really liked the girls and

How much I hated the others

The second day came I was disappointed mostly

Mostly because I did not get my top 2 choices

The one that did however invite me back I did not try

Try hard enough to impress or show them the type of person that I am

So tonight right as my work shift started I received a call

The call I dreaded this whole weekend

The call that told me my chances of joining a sorority has ended

So I guess I'll try again for the 3rd time

They say 3rd times the charm so hopefully I will get in if not then no more trying


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New Horizons

So a word of advice to the little kiddies out there

NEVER EVER drink the hard stuff fast because if you do you will puke

Friday was very interesting to say the least..there is a first time for everything

Friday was my first but let me tell you no matter how entertaining I was

The next day was not as fun..trying having a headache for 12 hours straight

I just couldn't get rid of it for some strange reason

I am always willing to help my friends out but sometimes I just want to sleep

Friends ALWAYS trump sleep deprivation in any case

Also if you damage something that you own or just want a new one don't

Don't blame it on someone who had no concept of what was going on the night before.....

A Rose Won't Blossom From The Ground

I haven't been myself

And I don't know why

Lost in the midst of confusion

Contemplation is all I know

What do I want?

I thought maybe once I knew

So I'll just go out and search

Search and Search until

I can finally figure out

Just why I haven't been myself lately

Maybe just maybe I'll know why

Mistakes We Have Made

You make me sick

Sicker than I have ever felt

But why, why am I letting myself feel this way

For what a simple moment of enjoyment that I can never get

A moment one moment in time

The moment I long for

How can I not admit one moment with you is not full of contemplation

Instead it is full of bliss eternal bliss and passion that I do not often feel

Then...then there are the times when its not bliss but just ignorance

But isn't ignorance suppose to be bliss

Not this time I would rather trade a 100 moments of ignorance for just one

Just one moment of bliss

You make me sick

Sicker than I have ever felt before

But I won't let you go because your like a disease that just keeps coming back...

Enough Is Enough

Sitting here in my job.

A Job that I chose

The sitting place I did not

Guys and Girls a like trickle in

Staying only for a moment of time

Others stay for what seems like forever

Its snowing and cold but they brave the weather

For what a party a simple high of enjoyment

But is it really worth it

I would not want to risk the frostbite

For a few moments of excitement

Excitement that might soon turn into disaster or heartache

Sitting here just sitting here

Quietly observing

Thank God

It's time to leave or else who knows what will happen.....